A Night Only Remembered By Memories.

Last night was insane. At one point i just felt so fucking amazing!
Sadly someone did kill the buzz and he got it pretty bad. jerk.
But apart from that, the night just went off.
Drinking, illen and dancing. I was so high and around the best
company.
I just wanted to drink everything away and have no feelings.
I wanted to forget about everything outside of reubans house.
And i did, even if some of my worry's was there, i just didnt
care. I enjoyed being known by people i rarely see.
Hit bed pretty early but at the best time. Was then dead to the
world then to wake up if someones arms wrapped around me
and the most important girl/person next to me.
Lithgow high kids are crazy with getting up early.
I had my first hang over. It was the worst. ever.

You came last night and one of the things that my friend told
me when they saw me was that you were there.
Why is it important to me. Your nothing to me and have been
for a long time. Every room i was in you would leave.
But i dont really care.

I want to know what you think and feel about me.

Im over you and your stupidness. Im sick of you being able
to just make me cry at the thought and how you can make
me feel like shit. Im glad to have had people around me
to pull me back up.
I got so angry that i suprised myself. I honestly dont care
what your thoughts of me are and how you would like me
to "fuck myself", i told you to do it first.
Ill always protect and defend the ones i truely care for.
I tried new things. I loved it.

God. It was a fantastic night <3