Person#1 : Im glad to have you in my life. Your giving me the day to day strength and happiness i could ever want. Im here for anything, anytime, anywhere. Your strong and inspire me so much.
Person#2 : People dont treat you how you should be treated and make assumptions about you. Your always so pleasant to be around. Your not fake.
Person#3: I envy you and everything you have. Its perfect but you dont appreciate it. I hate you but love you.
Person#4: At the moment im worried about you. Your not the same as you were or maybe we are both different but i am worried about it all. I will fix it all though and it will go one way or the other when i will try but its the risk im going to take.
Person#5: Im always going to be so attracted to you but recently i have relised that it is a rewarding thing and that our friendship will only get stronger even after things we have done to each other. You still make me happy, you still make everything better, you still give the best hugs.
Person#6: I was ready to give up the one thing i had for you. You gave me away. I miss you though. I miss being with you all the time and just mucking around but even after falling out we are still here for each other. I think how close we were has only made us more comfortable around each other. I want you to be around more again but i dont know how to get it to happen.
Person#7: I love you. In my heart. In my head i wish you would just not be in my life. We have been through so much but yet barely been there together for any of it. I think im in denial and trying to convince myself that it is okay and its normal. For a year i have just wanted you to want me. I have you and you have me. But i think its because you think you have no one else.
Person#8: I've grown to like you so much. To much. Now its all over but it was good while it lasted. I dont know what happened but now i feel like i cant even talk to you even though your the only person i want to talk to. I want to spend my time with you but i do give up. I dont need another guy not wanting me. Then i just remember all the nights and the days and the talks. Maybe its just in my head. I still want you.
Person#9: All of a sudden your in my life alot more then you ever have been then you have. The night we stayed up til the sun was coming up because we were just talking and your amazing back tickles and randomly waking up cuddling you but it feeling normal and just going back to sleep. Im starting to value your friendship and hope it gets stronger.
Person#10: My brother. You have always been there for me when i needed someone the most you were there and im so sorry i cant help you now i wish i could i wish i could take your pain away but i dont know how and it hurts.
Person#11: You care for me more then anyone i know. You love me more then any guy has ever. You never fail to tell me how beautiful how i am and how i dont need to change. You never let a day go by without me feeling love. You would do anything for me. Im so sorry i cant make you happy though. But i do need you so much.
Person#12: No matter how many people knock you down you shake it off. No matter how many people have made you feel not good enough your still standing high. Your a leader, a leader i follow. You being in my life, like a rock, makes me feel stable.
Person#13: You were everything in my life at one stage. then it just ended. Now your not in my life but im thankful because you did give me the motivation i needed to get to where i am now. You are like a stranger to me, i dont care if your there, i dont want to know you now. Maybe one day we will talk but not now.
Person#14: We were such good friends, we went through alot together, we were there for each other. I have scars that remind me of you all the time. Now your to far gone. You scare me a little but ill always have such a soft spot for you because when we are together i still see the you i love.
Person#15: You always make me and everyone around you laugh. Your beautiful and i love being around you. I dont think there is a flaw in you. Not one i see.
Person#16: You were my everything. My other half. My boyfriend that was a girl. You gave me so much strength you saw it at my worst. You cried with me. I have pushed you away so far its like we never have that connection. I miss you. I miss you being the only thing i ever needed.
The people in my life might not relize the impact they have on me. They are all i have now. Even though i feel so lonely, writing this has only made me think about them all more and love them more or put them in the past. I need them. Im nothing at all without them.
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