I think you saw me confronting my fear.

 

Im sorry im not a great person.
Im sorry i dont make you smile.
Im sorry you seem like you cant talk to me.
Im sorry im self centred.
Im sorry i am a shit girlfriend.
Im sorry im not a good friend.
Im sorry i can't be there for you.
Im sorry im a failure as a daughter.
Im sorry im a dissappointment.
Im sorry that i dont know anything about your life.
Im sorry im not the girl of your dreams.
Im sorry i make you feel like shit.
Im sorry i hurt you.
Im sorry i have feelings.
Im sorry i want independance.
Im sorry i cant help you.
Im sorry im not purely Australian.
Im sorry im not the perfect weight.Im sorry i cant act the same around you like i did.
Im sorry i kissed you.
Im sorry i cant have the tolerance.
Im sorry i cant be good to look at.
Im sorry i dont have any motivation.
Im sorry i dont have control.
Im sorry that i just want to be with you.
Im sorry i want to drink just to forget.
Im sorry about my past.
Im sorry for all the fake shit everyone believes.
Im sorry i just want someone to just love me.
Im sorry i have never been on a date.
Im sorry i always want you to stay.
Im sorry i dont invite you places.
Im sorry i care to much.
Im sorry i have a conscience.
Im sorry i love being with you.
Im sorry i stick up for people.
Im sorry i dont have courage.
Im sorry im "off the rails"
Im sorry i dont have everything you have but somehow manage not to whinge as much as you.
Im sorry i rather deal with my problems by myself then sharing them with everyone.
Im sorry i dont trust you.

Basicly im sorry for being a fucked up, selfish human being.
I hate most of you. yup.