Im just like the rest of you. Our own hero.

Some things in my life are just getting better some are getting worse.
I wish i could just go away for a while, be by meself, sort my head out.
But now im out of time and the stress of my final year of school is setting in.
The pressure off my mum to be someone she can be proud of now will go
into the highest faze. She wants me to go to uni and i dont think i do.
I cant be a doctor or accountant that she wants me to be because i just
dont want to do that with my life. Shes dissapointed in my life so far and
will disappointed with my future.
I want to be in the media business, something she thinks is stupid.
I want to look interesting, i want tattoos, i want to be a little bit wild.
Things you do not agree with.
Im so tired of trying to live up to peoples expectations.
Im sick of trying to live up to my own even.
I wont stop doing it because i want to be the best me i can be.
But im exhausted. Im worn out and right now my energy is so low i dont want to get up.
I love being around people but people make me feel worse at the end of the day.
Then as much as love people i feel alone and i dont want to be.
I miss sanity, i miss you.