But im loosing other things.
I dont know if im upset about it or what.
Its just happening.
Every one is all about control.
Why not just let things happen, let things run there course.
Live. Thats what i want to do. I dont want to die without living.
In a little off 8 months ill be 18.
Everything my parents have ever told me not to do ill have the
freedom of doing no matter how much they dont like it.
i want tattoos. i want a to move out and in with friends. i want
to have sleepovers. i want to stay up all night with people i love.
i want to be my own person.
im so nervous but excited for that beginning of that part of my life.
gah im not ready but i will be!
Honestly im just sick of my mum. Really want to get away from her.
Even now its time for a new start. Or a kind of recycle.
Relise what i have and relise how lucky i am.
Relise i need to be a better person.
Relise i should take people into considteration more.
Positivity. No more bad vibes. Just good.
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