There are a few people in my life that i have now consider and have proved to be something i need and want in my life.
And when i say few, i mean one or two.. People that have been here not only when they want me but just for some good times. I have very little friends even though people consider me "popular" and i dispise getting called that. If i was i would have more people in my life considering me important as i would them.
In another sense i have alot of people i do cherish and i care for them so much yet these people are probably the people that are the lease in my life and i never see them but when i do its so good and i get so happy. Does that make us friends?
if we are only hear for each other on ocassion and on and off. Even the concept of friends in becoming complex.
People either want me in there life or they dont. They want to be here for me and ill be there for them. They will want to make the effort to see me or talk to me and i promise to make the effort in return. But if you dont, then im okay with that because i do not need the extra stress nor the frustration. I want to be so happy like i was only mere weeks ago.
And to the few people i have tried so hard with. Im sorry for everything, for the past and present. I hope all our futures are alot better. To the few that are with me still. i love you so immensly and cannot imagine life without you anymore
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