Im always playing with fire when it comes to you..
I know your not going to be that guy i want but i still want you.
I knew i wouldnt be getting anything today..
And even when you came to the door and said that you hadnt i still smile and said it was fine.
That you will get me something, but now its not the same if i didnt get you something you wouldnt even think of it.
Then you say that your sorry you never get me anything. And it feels like i got punched in the gut.
Today was a horrid valentines day. Im so sick that i cant breathe through my nose
but im glad i can eat normal again and god i was hungry, ate anything in the kitchen!
I hope to god its not a long flu!
I really wish i got something from anyone for valentines day...
Even some chocolate to eat while i drown my sorrrows.
Then to think i know im still going to stick around.
I cant expect people to help me with this because i wont help myself.
I have to stop complaining about it because its my own fault.
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