Its real now, You have no attactment to me and its what i wanted.
I didnt want to drag you down with me.
But now you can go do whatever you would like, with whoever.
I know i shouldnt be thinking about it but i cant help it.
It was werid today because it wasnt you who was there.
I dont know if it felt okay or not.
I know now and from now on, you wont be here. It scares me.
I know i have my friends around and im so thankful.
they have been and always will be the only thing keeping me from losing it all again.
Im not going to depend on them though, its why i had to have a break with you.
It does feel more like a break up... maybe it is..
Just seeing that, having it sink in and hitting my chest. Well, hurt.
But im doing this for me, to me. Its always only been me.
Im still left here, thinking about what you could be thinking about..
But i know, last night it wasnt me..
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