Lets just fall.

I think i have been fighting with my feelings and trying to get yours for to long that im over it.
And i am sorry, but i really can't anymore, emotionally and physhically.
I would love us to still be friends but i know you wont be able to do that or stay in my life.
but i know that and willl have to live with it.
I dont know if i actually have the guts to do it, i dont know if i can.
I think i need to do it for myself though.. I want to be happy.
I do think that maybe there isnt a better guy out there for me so i could be throwing away the best thing that will ever happen to me but maybe another guy out there will love me too.
Im so bad at this..