I had the best friday night with teagan and maddy.
And to everyone that was there, i needed some time
just to have fun and its what happened.
Then to spend the next day swimming with them and
some guys to attractive for their own good.
That then lead into a night with teagan, david and blake
watching movies. Which brings me today, waking for the
best sleep in teagans bed, celebrating my sisters birthday
and just having a good time.
It really was a perfect way to spend my last weekend of
freedom before my mum gets home.
I loved spending time with teagan, just made me realize how
much fun i have around her, no matter what we go through
or time we have apart we can always come back to this.
I treasure it.
Im saying this with complete honesty that she is the most
beautiful girl, with the best body, best looks, best personality.
she really doesnt have anything to worry about.
I know she wont be able to read this but its just facts.
i owe alot to her.
I really did miss my girls this weekend though.
i also relized that lithgow has shit all to do, at all.
Well that i know of.
Ive starting talking to this one person alot, and i love it.
I love having him to talk to the last few days, all day.
I feel a little guilty, but i dont really have anyone else..
Im really glad that we have actually been able to talk and
talk since i never thought we would.
But now i am on holidays, which im so thankful for.
I need time to sort alot of me out. i need to be away
from people. Because i get jealous and bity, its not
nice. i start hating myself more. But no more of that for me
i hope! need to get my train back on its tracks.
Atm, i hate people around you because you make me feel shit.
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