Never Will Have The Will.

All i wanted was to you to stay with me for one night.
so i could spend time with you, lay it bed with you,
cuddle you, fall asleep with you then wake up in the
morning to you there.
but you couldnt care less. and i dont understand.
the more i think of it the more i think, well, maybe i
can just get someone else to fill the space.
I even kinda enjoyed laying in bed with someone i
wasnt sure i even liked, even though it was a terrible
sleep, it was still nice. Now if someone who is so
distant from me can do that why cant you?
I just want the company, the cutness, the compliments
the relationship, the good times.
Im not getting any of that anymore.
I want it with you because i wont ever deny my love for you
but it has been such a long time, nearly a year and nothing
has changed and it makes me think, if it ever will?
Im starting to want other people, but not in the i want you
in a relationship but im attracted to the way that they make
me feel. Why dont you make me feel special?