Secret #3: I asked for help when i was 13 and got ignored.

Not matter how bad we get i will always love you.
As much as you havent really been here, you always have been.
Today i saw you for the guy i love. Even though at the start my
head wasnt in the right place by the end it was.
It kinda reminded me of why im still here, because in some small
way i can make you happy.
I could never leave you because i would never want to cause you pain.
Though how could me leaving cause anyone pain?
I believe you would be hurt though, i cant do that to you.
For you to be happy I would give my life and happiness, for you.
Even though we cant talk for hours and we can get a little awkward,
its me and you baby. And we will work it out, work out how to do
this how relationship business.
Im going to make my head and heart feel the same, for you.

Ps. To the one person that has been there for me for the last few weeks,
showing me the best times that life offers. To you, thankyou. And I love you <3
I'll always be here, to hold your hand, even when you want to let go

PPS. You have the softest hands. Your the cutest thing in the world and make
me unbearably happy. Please dont leave.