How Did We Even End Up Together.

I could never let you go, i was so set on me finally being able to.
I kept thinking i should do it, i should do it. Then something in me
kept me holding on. And here we are, still us, still holding on.
It doesnt help that i started to fall for him, ill keep thinking of him.
Yet my whole heart is going to my relationship, im using up
everything i have left to make it work, i dont know how, but it
will. To have you you hold me again and tell me you love me made
me feel like i use to feel, i was happy, happy to just be with you and
feeling your warmth again.
Please, for my sake, let it work this time.