One Last Chance, For One Last Dance.

I want, no i need so much right now.
I need your arms around me, i need to hear your voice.
I need to know your not just a dream.
I know i have my downs and my doubts about us, but
for me to still be here says alot.
I think about you non-stop, im always waiting for you to
text me, im always secretly hoping i would run into you.

I havent seen you in over a month. It kills me each day on
the inside. Each day that goes past is another day that i havent
spent with you, spent getting to know you.
I havent been able to say "i love you" or been able to hear you
say it to me.
I miss looking into your eyes and cuddling you in bed.
I want to be close to you, i want to have stupid conversations with
you.
I want to be with you. More then ever. I know that i do love you.
More then anything in the world. This pain will pass and it will all be
worth it in the end.
I cant imagine my life without you, even though i have a few times.
My life being spent with someone just doesnt make that much sense to
me.
No matter what people say, tell me i shouldnt be with you.
I want to be. Its where i belong.

I miss poking you on your left ribs because i know thats where your ticklish.
I miss you kissing me on the forehead.
I miss you blowing in my face, then laughing at the face i make as a reaction.
I miss listening to you play guitar.
I just really miss you so much, that seeing you in that picture brought me to tears,
because i just feel that we have both changed so much.
 i love you, forever & always.