Im Not Yours, I am My Own.

I can't even express i hate how much i hate you!

You just infuriate me so much! More then anyone

ever has. You say i have no respect for you.
But you dont give me any reason to have any respect
for you. You do shit all, your a pathetic mother.
My sister has raised me, taught me, been there for
me more then you ever had. My father its my
solid ground, my hero, my motivation.
And yet you managed to repeatively push them both
away from me. Now all i have are my friends.
So you come to the decision you want to scare
all them away as well. You blame them for all your shit
and poor parenting. You think im a bad kid, you wouldnt
know me more then what you would know of a stranger
in the street.
You have nothing. And your nothing to me.
I cant stand you, you make it impossible to be home.
I hate it, I hate you. I want you to go away forever.
And even more so, when you upset me so much
that i cant breathe, you dont care you just keep pushing
me. I cant keep doing this. I cant keep looking after you.
Your like a kid, you think everyone is here to put up
with all your shit and lies.
Even though im so sick of being here, and i hate you
i know ill have to stick around cause your that unstable.
I look after myself more then you could.
Thats why i dont need you or go to you for things.
Your not my mum, simply just someone i live with.
Its sad. But its how it is, and its not going to change.
You can get fucked.