Its seem like forever since i felt like this and now i cant shake it.
The last weeks have been so amazing and now i feel as small as an ant again.
I dont remember the last time where i hated everyones existance because
of how shit it made me feel all the time or how inadequite i feel in comparison.
There is only one person that makes me happy all the time, i know they will
never leave me or hurt me or anything along those lines.
I wish i could stop just feeling like this.