Why cant i be as witty, as funny, as confident as her?
Why cant i actually talk about things but can easily blog about it?
Why would i rather talk about you and never talk about me?
Why cant i feel and react to things?
Why cant i just do things right!
I suck at school, I wreck everything, I always hope to be better.
But it never happens. Nothing is good enough.
Its insane i know it.
Atm i feel as lost as i ever have, i feel terrible.
I have no idea what to do. Or have any idea of what im doing.
I dont know how to explain it to make it make sense.
I just dont even feel like im here half the time.
Now i just, i dont know. I wish i could just dissappear for a while.
Get some isolation to actually maybe sort my shit out!
But there i go again, wishing, hoping.
Nothings going to work.
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