Im still unsure if it was the best one for myself.
I cant hurt him. I cant lose him. Yet i want someone else.
I cant have it both ways, there is no way it could work.
I always knew i would lose one to some extent.
Atleast this way they can still both be in my life.
I know ill alays think of him, want him to be more, hope
that in the future maybe we can be something.
Im myself around him, i laugh, im silly, im loud, i play.
But then with him im mute, im not loud, not silly.
I could lay there, on your chest and hold your hand
and just talk, about everything. We can westle and laugh
and just have fun. You make me feel special, you make me happy.
Its all seems wrong.
Maybe we will actually get better this time.
I said i will try and be honest and i hope to keep to my word.
This is all just on chance and my hope for it to all work out.
You will be with someone else soon, it will hurt.
But you will be happy and its what you deserve.
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