Most of the time the male creature is on my mind.
Sometimes a good thing, sometimes a bad.
My thought right now is a little 50/50.
Guys are creeps, seedy and fuck and dont just take no
for an answer.
Then there are the guys who arnt like that at all, who
respect people, who are ligit and nice.
Sadly, for me, the impression the creeps gives is stronger
and has me generalizing the male category to all be creeps.
Two guys in particular have sparked this feeling,
thinking about them makes me sick in the stomach like
im about to throw up.
Makes me feel so dirty and useless.
I think of guys and think " no they only want one thing, will
sya and do anything just to have that." and it scares me.
how can i trust any of them?
I want to believe guys are good because i believe i have
someone so good, and its taken this long to relize it.
I hope that he isnt one of these guys, and im scared ill get
hurt, i dont know if its a risk i want to take.